Drawing Strength from God during the Pandemic

Once again- being one of the most unpopular data miners on the planet- I am feeling the icy burr of back away.  People became fascinated with the data and hooked on to what is really going on- and eventually someone will tap them on the shoulder and say - stay away from Medclinician.

This has happened at universities-this has happened at the Senatorial level. Truth and real data has few friends- except for millions who will read it - and silently move back in the shadows

So.. I guess as per my child hood friend- truth, justice, and the American way- when all seems vaporize, I lay in ERs on a stretcher with various nasty problems, with not a band aid applied.

You realize of course, one of the most effective means of wiping out a truthsayer is isolation and poverty. In prisons to control the most violent they will put them in isolation. Nothing breaks the unbreakable like this.

So, one might notice through history, those who made some sort of mark in history, were surrounded by people, but personally isolated.

Jesus, a primary example, saw his disciples flee as the cross loomed near. THe bravest watched at a distance-his mother, his female companion, and his best friend, John-the beloved.

So, moral of this weird post is if you truly love people, do not expect them to love you for it. In fact, in some instances, don't even expect to be liked. I have seen people take care of others hand foot to lose their inheritance or be shunned at the death bed.

The truth is dangerous. And those who know it and put it out there- are dangerous to be near.
You may see some emotional movie with some hero who freed the workers with unions, or freed whole nations from slavery. Moses never got to step foot in the promised land.

And it is much like a garden which you planet, nurse, and then just before harvest you are whisked away, and a stranger comes in and gathers and eats all of what you worked so hard to nurture.

There is a concept called self-actualization. This is of course when a person goes above the need for approval or even friendship. It is most certainly the most dreaded of the bad ones-the species of those who change the world- for the lone wolf is the most deadly. Without any ties are anything to use against them- they work with single purpose and focus and are not easily distracted except by death. And even in death, what they have accomplished survives them to rise up from the earth and be born in the hearts of others-like a mighty oak.

It is a myth of course, especially if such a person has a strong faith in religion of some sort or moral value, that keeping them separated, alone, apart, will stop them. The more isolated and the less need they have for others and the more trials they survive, the stronger they become.

I have two enemies (besides lies) and those are disease and death. And being inflicted with the first by no small measure I can empathize with everyone suffering. And I know yo guys are suffering. 100,000,000 Americans are in chronic pain. And lonely. Even in the midst of a multitude you can feel incredibly alone. So I  also feel the pain of those whose loved ones sicken and die, and they are left with this horrible emptiness. Darkness is my friend in the sense it makes the light so much brighter.

Without the evil in the world, God could not shine so very brilliant that we should praise him for giving us life and his creation of all things. Without the trials we would become trees that would flatten with the slightest breeze. Without the purge of fire burning everything else away we could not have a soul and spirit that could shine like a diamond in this dark world.

And so you see- in the hours past midnight- when others are huddled with someone nice and warm-I have my companion and my guide- my strength and my buckler,my shield, and my protector.. and I am not alone. And for those of you who feel alone- know that in a moment- you can have the same- if you only wish it.

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